After much talk on social networks, Bow Wow has finally taken to his official website to write to his fans. 

The Young Money rapper gives details about the recent events of his life lately and finally confirms he is in fact a father.

In the letter, Bow explains his nervousness on the public’s perception, why he chose to stay quiet on his newborn daughter, Shai, and how he’s changed as a man.

"Let me start off by saying i love my fans. With out yall i wudda been left the game. For the past 3 years i been battling life. Even thought about taking my own.

"I felt like, as a kid i did everything and saw everything too fast, which spoiled my adult years. I felt as if i had no purpose to live (thinking selfishly) - until God gave me the illest gift of my life. No lambo, no blk card nuffn ammounts to my lil girl.

"I waited so long to tell yall the truth because i was nervous on how yall would look at me. Yall know everyone makes a big deal out of everything i do.

"My lil girl is getting BIG fast. i love every minute of it. She inspires me to go harder.

"Even made me treat my mother better, its like it made me into a man overnight."

Bow Wow says he hopes he can give his "boo boo" everything he didn't have - a life outside of the trappings of fame, like being free to play with schoolfriends and joining a cheerleading team.

"I know how fame is. I missed out on so much that i now know how important it is to cherish and have those things in your life."

And now that he's a daddy, Bow Wow's not afraid to say he's helping the new mom cope - even with the 'dirty' tasks.

"Yes! I change diapers," he writes. "Aint as bad as i thought, hahaha..."

But the new parents are not together, he discloses.

"I want her to live with me so bad. Jus us 2. Thats my dream man but fellas yall know how it go. Baby gotta stay with they momma and all dat bull. I hate that! So i have to fly 5 hrs away to see her. I find myself going into my i phone book jus lookn at pix of her.

"Sometimes i tear up cuz i just cant believe it brotha be emotional."

In a concluding message to his fans, Bow Wow offers some positivity.

He writes: "All in all, I'm good. This is my 1st. I know all my fans gone support me and ride for her like yall been doin my whole career. To the ones that say 'I'm heart broken how can he do that to us', well i do have a life thats not all about movies or making albums. I'm 24 now. I cant wait 4eva.

"I'm happy and if your a fan then ud be happy too cuz yall gone be with me every step of the way.

"The bs that comes with having a baby momma is expected. So i neva trip. Jus gotta suck it up keep chin high and try not let her get the best of my feelings by playin them stupid games.

"Ima stay positive and keep maintaining - long as i got yall, i cant lose.  I love yall. And shai shai daddy love u too! Wizzle!!!!"

Source: globalgrind

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Jul 7, 2011

Catty88

Are you married in Community of Propery or via Pre-nup?

Well i call it Marriage Corruption.Read about it on my blogg.see link below.

http://destinylady88.blogspot.com/2011/07/marriage-corruption.html
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Jul 7, 2011

Catty88

Hot baby momma Bow wow.

Now get your act together and stop acting weak before i slap some manish behavior in you.You knocked her not push her.lol.
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Jul 7, 2011

ayobaness

wena bowow did u really put your rushian inside that hot chick?
o na le sebete ngwana ke wena or she wanted moolar coz these days its all about your hefty pockets

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Jul 7, 2011

Tabza325is

Rappers love strippers, Amber Rose, Amber Easton, Tiara, Joie Chavis, Melissa Ford, Tiffini all mamas looking like fat b00ty Celin Deon.
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Jul 7, 2011

Sterkfontein

My jaw dropped...she' sooooooooo
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Jul 7, 2011

Bummies

So sweet...we all make mistakes BOW WOW but it taked a level of maturity to own up to them and do right!
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Jul 7, 2011

KUKU

Nxa!
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Jul 7, 2011

DeCock1

Bow Wow is a liar!! He is not the daddy! I am!! For such beauty? I will be the farther anytime!!
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Jul 7, 2011

HSB

mmm ngingay thatha ngisho kungeseyona eyam. this chick is too them hooot, i will also refuse to do the blood test maybe evantually she will want to come to S.A with me.
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Jul 7, 2011

nicki

she hot
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